Hope or passive acceptance?
I know they didn't mean to hurt me. But they did. Spying on people's intentions is not my duty. Ok, I should assume the best and I know they really didn't mean it. Nevertheless, I'm hurt. It's like this parents thing. You should honour your own feelings regardless of how well meaning the others were. My feelings have nothing to do with the fact whether others are nice people or not. They can be the nicest people on earth but if I'm hurt, I have the right to feel that way. I'm honouring my soul and asking her how the feeling is. What does it look like? Degradation. I, a 45 years old woman who has hopes of living a full life one day, to find a love she has never known was compared to a 90 years old lady who's happy to be alive. Yes, I'm happy to be alive too, AlhamduliLlah, and I know it's a miracle and I do have a dangerous illness but I still want something more in life. Maybe this is the point where my Achilles foot is. T